I was born in Montreal in the year 1962, the youngest of three siblings, my brother was 16 and my sister was 14, when I was born, this was a miracle for my parents because before I was born there was only my sister & brother to look after.
Once I became a new son and sibling in the family, this changed the way my parents acted as parents, because they were so overjoyed to have a new born baby boy in the family, that they treated me as the favorite one, almost to the point where my sister and brother questioned why are my parents acting and treating me differently than they themselves were treated.
Show & Tell Experience
My brother & sister being excited as well to have a younger brother, when they started going to university and dating, used to bring me to show off to their friends and my sister became my second mother to me.
The Experience With My Parents In My Younger Years
Later as I got older around the age of 8, my parents started taking me with their friends on trips, that they would not have thought of doing with my brother & sister.
The Lone Wolf Syndrome
By the time I started to go to elementary school & high school, my brother & sister were now married, leaving me the only child left at home and being brought up at home practically as an only child. Because of this, and the way the kids in school looked at me, I was considered different from them, because I grew up never knowing what it was like to be a kid, so because of this I couldn’t figure out how to defend myself, so I became the victim of abuse, and bullying or the Guinea Pig of the kids that grew up with me. This gave me the ability to see things from the distance, so that I became more aware and observant of reality at a young age.
The Adult Years
Once I started university I divulged into Philosophy - the love of wisdom. I was once asked "why did you choose Philosophy?" And one day a student asked me "did I spend my life as a child as a 'Loner'?" Eureka the answer came to me yes because I was a loner and able to perceive things from the distance the career in philosophy suited me. Then all of a sudden I started to see women who were 25 years old had an interest in me yet I was only 19 or 20 years old, so I started dating women 6 years older than me. It was here when life started to inspire me into what I am doing now.
The Zeit Geist Realization
When I started studying the Zeit Geist or in English The Spirit of the Time I started to see from an adult perspective the true purpose of why we are here in the metaphysical sense, which is beyond the physical world. We are the essence of our own existence, which is made up of what people believe to be true and what is absolutely true. Once we know our absolute truth, we then can define our purpose in which leads to why you are becoming who you are and to which you will be remembered for. Thus, due to my childhood, going through being that lone wolf, this is why I am who I am. This gave me inspiration to help others discover who they are, to become the reason why they exist.
The Music Industry After University
After university, I went to work in the music industry for over 15 years in retail, Wholesale, Inventory Control, then in the millennium in the promotional sector and then said to myself "I want to make my mark in this industry," as it is my vocation that I am passionate about and my vocation to help others who want to live their dreams, to succeed, to become who they really are and to actualize this as reason to be remembered. This lead me to form Rubin Payroll in where I absorbed a great group of positive people to help me and you achieve our goal in the music industry as this is our purpose in making dreams come true. This is why I encourage all emerging artists to contact me to help provide you with the best life ever.